err...........the random 1 since the very long long ago punya post

Since i've stop a long time didnt write anything here......err,fine,let me crap smtg here.......

Well,after ns,i start my coll life in TARC,ya,it's Kolej Tengku Abdul Rahman............

Why i choosed here?as others said,cheap........(err,correction,not "cheap",tapi "affordable").so,it's affordable for me.....my family.....i think so la...haha..

Adui,mana saya tinggal......so sad,i am living in hostel.GOSH!!!!!TARC hostel!!!!!!!!!!!and,it's in 4th floor.....the highest floor...........alamak,can keep fit la................but who cares,from my room,the view outside,quite cantik wan.......

see.....cantik kan?haha^^

the 2nd week,assignment given.........haiz....gonna start our group assignment and prsentation soon.......soon...........SOON!!!!!!!

Anyway,good luck and all the best la..........^^

CHAO~

the holidays~~~

I went NS......and,start 2nd April,is our (chinese) holiday for ching ming festival.....till 6th April....

2nd April

early in the morning,8am,already came out from camp.go to bus station,bus reached around 1230pm.then depart to a small "pekan",stopped for lunch.....very tired...till around 8pm only reach Klang Sentral...my bro fetch me from Klang Sentral....went JJ....== for dinner......till 11pm only reach home....then........sleep...........

3rd April

planned to go Tarc for payment fee....at last,didnt go coz no office that day...then went JJ again....for movie...with my bro...after movie,go buy shirt for my bro's interview.....choose very long,at last....spent around 200 bucks...

today,she went JJ for lunch....Yay!!!can meet her...^^after her lunch,i go meet her.....err..with Jishu also la.....then we 3 ppl walking around....around 6,i have to go back....we sit at the bench near Espirit for my car.....that time,i feel so..................so so so sad.......feel like crying..haiz......

4th April

i went the shop she working....wee~~~eat Bak Kut Teh......

5th April

today.....went Tarc....mana tau,wasted time only....actually go Public bank can do payment d...swt....then kena scold lo from grandma and uncle...ish ish ish....

at night...went station 1......yam cha with her and her gang......it's Katty Birthday........happy birthday ya.....

tonight,we 2 keep sweet sweet only..hugging and holding hands.....haha....but,time passes,sad increases....haiz.....10pm,i have to go back....that time,i really feel sad...haiz....in the car,we started sms....till she feel asleep....good night dear...^^...muacks..i love you...^^

the.........4th month.......

22nd March 2010

today,our 4th month.....

today i went out with Jishu,to.........just walking around in JJ la.....then we went and eat kinsahi......(again,eat at there..==)

then,you called me....that time,the feeling of.......crying,had showed out.....she saw....but then,i just act ntg.....after that,i went back..i called you........we talk quite alot.....i keep finding chance to cal you...mayb,just wanna have your sound beside me.......i like the feeling when i called you,then you talking to me....just,listen to you,i appreciate it....really.............

at night,we chat till half,you fall asleep again....then i go online,Jishu come find me,asking me"are you ok?"....at that moment,my tears gonna drop.....i dont know why...then i find ys,asking her izit chatting to you.....she told me about her 6th sence.....she said mayb you're crying now,too sad,dont wanna reply my msg,scare cant control yourself.........

so..........are you crying that time?i am..............

err...ntg much to say la.....just,dear,i wil take care myself nicely....ok?dont too worry la....i wil miss you....every moment............

i love you^^

A post,just for you^^

我的心里，有很多话想对你说。但是，说实在的，我真的不知道该从哪里说起。

我真的很烦。在3月6好的时候，我们去JJ庆祝了你的生日。本来还很开心的。但是在回的时候，我们两个，都开始觉得有点依依不舍。

依依不舍的原因，不是因为，要回家了。。。而是，在3月尾，我就要进营了。。。那时的你，我看得出，你有种想哭的感觉。对吗？那时的我，也想哭了。。。。

回家后，我告诉你，我真的想哭，我答应你我不哭。。。但在打电话给你的同时，我哭了。。。挂了电话后，你传简讯告诉我，你想哭，但是。。。。却忍住了。。。

3月18日的时候，我们又去JJ了。今天，你说是要庆祝我的生日。。。事实上，我们都清楚知道，“生日”只是我们拿来骗人的借口。我们，纯粹是想见一面。。。那天，很可能就是我去ns前的最后一次见面。。。。

今天，在Facebook，你的朋友们。。。。和我。。。。的一些话，可能真的让你觉得心里很不好过，我知道的。我跟他们，只是开开玩笑而已。。。你也知道的，对吗？可是，说实在的，心里难免还是会有些不好过的。。。我了解，所以，我想跟你说“对不起”。

You're the only 1,i promised...ok?

然后，我们在msn里聊天，你突然send "T.T" 给我。我问你怎么了。。。表面上，说没事啊。。。。可是，我知道的，你其实是在想...我即将要进营的事。亲爱的，别想太多了好吗？只是3个月，很快的。。。我答应你，每个星期，我拿回电话的第1件事，就是打给你，好吗？还有，我出营后，就找一天出来，好吗？

如果你想我的话，就看照片咯，如果想抱我，有"holiday"啊。。。如果真的想哭的话，就...........哭出来吧。相信我，哭出来后，会好过很多哦。。。。

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dear,i miss you,i love you..............

seriously,i'm crying,when writing this post.........i love you^^

noʎ ǝʌol ı'ɹɐǝp

A day out with "Someone"

18th March 2010

Had a great day with her...^^

we've planned since very early to have a movie today....we went and watched "Alice in the Wonderland".....it's nice...^^

Before movie,we went lunch at BBQ Plaza.....LOL,really get a shock and big SURPRISE.

after lunch,movie time...^^...enjoyed it....^^

then we went Kinsashi....*err,abit forget the spelling,sorry*

took some pic...^^....

*err,lazy to type long long la......just,wanna write out the happiness la...^^.....really had a great day with her.....<3

*Phui See,I Love You!!!MUACKZ MUACKZ

T______T

WTF!!!!!!!!!

I've got the message from Jing Ying for the NS thingy....(she checked for me)

and i had been grouped in 2nd batch and it's at Sentosa Chenderiang,Perak(what place is this??????)

and i immediately let my mum know.......the next day,*should i say it's a bad new?*

from mummy"when you stop your working?you had been transfered to Gua Musang campsite lo,stop work earlier,so tat can follow mummy's friends's car come back...can get ready earlier........"

that moment,seriously,i feel like crying....(ps,you know what i mean la....T_T)

i nearly cry out,serious!!!!!!!!!!haiz.........please la...i rather go Perak la.....why you guys like to do any decision without our opinion?did i say i wanna trasnfer to Gua Musang?ish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Vanilla Twilight by Owl City

Artist: Owl City
Song: Vanilla Twilight
This is just a random video I felt like making.

Lyrics:
The stars lean down to kiss you,
And I lie awake I miss you,
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'll send a postcard to you dear,
Cause I wish you were here.

I watch the night turn light blue,
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.

I'll find repose in new ways,
Though I haven't slept in two days,
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
But drenched in Vanilla twilight,
I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.

As many times as I blink I'll think of you... tonight.
I'll think of you tonight.

When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I'll forget the world that I knew,
But I swear I won't forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here.